Search me, God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. Psalm 139:23-24 Since about the middle to end of April, I began to desperately pray these verses over myself. My patience had been deteriorating and… Continue reading Lead Me in the Way Everlasting: Growing Pains in Motherhood
One morning I wake up to an alarm urging me to get out of bed and grasp invaluable time in solitude. Another, my body naturally wakes encouraging me, “hey today you need to get up just a little bit earlier”. The nights before I almost know when I will need to set an alarm and… Continue reading Early Morning Charm
I learn to see where growth is called for, where things needed to be worked through and let go of, and where ponderings needed to be brought to life. Then I come to realize what I really see is brokenness.
Today among this madness of self-deprecation, I recognize a gentle stirring to remember what holds true in my life.
Now, here I am in what feels like a very similar situation starting this blog. Those feelings of my body being hurled over a precipice come rushing back to me. I cannot do this!